ewww it's dark and frosty out there

can U believe i came here for inspiration. God, help me here, please.
i actually did roll my tired, cozy self outta bed at 630 am ... in the dark ... & DIDN'T let my tired self get back into the bed.
nope, brushed my teeth and started the laborious task of the enell bra and commenced the layering.
being up so early and leaving requires feeding the cats. (embarrassingly and hard-to-admittingly: THREE of them.) ugh.
so, here 'tis 7:13am and here i sit.
i went outside. stretched. worked on setting my forerunner to go off every mile (to do the walk one minute at ever mile thing). couldn't face it. came back in.
okay, now i'm gonna go.
thought maybe i'd get inspiration from all the commenters on my blog. no, not yet. the faithful, i'm sure will respond in SOME fashion. remember, i am seeing the DOC this a.m!
i did read a lot of helpful stuff in runner's world mag last nite whist icing my shins, tibias and knees! about glucosamine (all positive...miraculous, even) and about my gait or my footfall or how i push off ...how THAT could be my 'problem.' too bad it says you really have to go to like a UNIVERSITY that specializes in running gait to try and work on the problem.
can't i JUST run?
Oh, Lord, what is the lesson 2B learned here? Guide me, teach me. Make me moldable.
okay, now i'm gonna go.
=)